Tuesday, August 5, 2008
I'm dead for past few weeks. I dun remember when i died. I dun wish to have that part of memories in me. Was not happy. It wounds, it hurts, it bleeds. Slowly my heart died.
Living like a zombie, a body without soul and spirit. The walking dead.
Humans around me kept questioning. Cant hear it, dun wish to talk, no idea how to tell.
No one really knows what happen b4, what happen now. Only me and my soul.
Hate, surrounding my heart.
Despair, taking me down.
Fear, makes me cold.
Darkness, looking at me.
I am scare, i am afraid.
My heart, ask me to stand up.
I pull myself up, but i failed.
I struggle, it wont works.
Giving up, there's not the correct way.
But my mind is still awake.
Souls were gone,
Hearts had dead,
but mental remains.
I've understand,
I'm awake!
Because of a bunch of friends who kept concerned.
Being with me instead of letting me staying with the darkness.
I revive!
I'm now clear.
History, let it be. Future, think about it. Present, go through it.
Like someone told me, :" we should live better but not getting worst"
