Vincent's Valentine...

New enviroment,new places, new faces, new friends, new things to learn... everything is new... everthing is new to me... since i'd choose my choice, i have to face it... I'm now staying with a bunch of unknown guys from all over malaysia... And same room with a guy which i dunno him... how sad... But now everthing seems to have a bit changes... They are still consider as friendly... But my housemate are all younger than me.. Their action have a bit of childish, and one of them have smells... suckxxxx..... whenever he opens his door... OMG!!!! "咸鱼" smell will come out.. haha.... but nvm la.. because my roomate is a bit wierd wierd also de... he'll close and shut the door whenever he is or not in the room... still remember the 1st time i went to bath, he went to living room just to fill up his bottle... he shut the door... p/s: "my room is just beside the living, why must he shut the door?!?!?!" tat time i just finish bathed and i walk out, i found tat the door had close... i dun have key... my body was wet, i was cold, then i knock the door... "Alvin, alvin, open the door..." no one answer me, then i think " die lo.. went out edy?? then i mah gg liow lo???" suddenly he appear and his hand was holding the bottle... =.= " wat the fxxx, need anot o??? this house really got thief meh???? but i still cant do or say anything de... he got his right also mah... his living style is like this i also no change edy... hahha... maybe he also feel my living style is weird also... who knows??? no one knows me here... no one seen me b4... new faces.. i'm a new guy here.. no one know my past.. and i think i've change because of someone... i went library everyday to finish my homework and during my break.. i read books and do homework...(wierd hor?? no wonder the world starting to global warming) i talk less, i 38 less, i and not yet go any places of interest of malaca until now... unlike in KL, with a bunch of lan chanzzzz go here go there... go eat go cc... haha... miss those life also... miss all of them... ALL.... but we must always look foward and getting better... i must change, i will beocme better... my readers(although is just a few), i will prove tat i still can study and i'm not "lan chanzzz" like in UTAR... tats all for now... bb!!!

每次你任性时说的一些话

你知道那有多伤人吗

但我顶多只气个三分钟吧

最后依然体贴的送你回家

有时想如果我不是一直让

你也许会懂得学着体谅

但是我完全无法硬着心肠

做得让你有一点难过失望

总觉得有疼你的责任

要你是最快乐最单纯的人

因为你让我的心变得丰盛

原来不奢望的变成可能

总觉得有疼你的责任

让你做最轻松最自然的人

我想不遮掩也是一种信任

爱得了解包容

才算爱得完整

haha... the title is not related to this post de... hahah... just put for fun... sigh... sian la... 1 month of holiday jor lar~~~~ boring... boring~~~ BORING!!!!! is sooooooooooooooo booooooorrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!! (friend teach de.. must put long long only ppl will understand how strong is the feeling) i'm waiting for letter from MMU... wait aah wait.. wait ah wait... ppl also school starts lo... beh tahan.. behtahan.. why our dearest bumiputra friends always do things slowy de... T_T ke lian de us have to wait ah wait... wait ah wait... every department no matter is from goverment or private is the same... if workers are our dearest bumiputra friends... u have to wait... haha... but they wont get fired.... SIAN!!!!!!!!!

TO all my UTAR friends.... I'm sorry for the promise i made last year.. i told u guys tat i'll be going to join u guys this year... SOrry.... i failed to fullfil my words... Dunno when we'll have chances to gather agian.. i'll miss our foundation time... TC1, TC2... thx everyone... those who help me in exam... HAHA!!!! and thx to some " lan chanz " ( mostly AH THAI!!! our dai lou ) Others i lazy to type la.. haha... i do really miss those time.. We play and fool around while having break... We went CC, shopping complex, cinema, mamak stall... All are in my mind and i'll remember it... I really wish to join u guys.. but i regret for didnt do revision well.. as my previous post i'd mention it.. sigh... HOPE we'll meet agian la... hehe.. DO call me ah... and if i'd change my num but u dun get it... NVM my e-mail zero123x7@hotmail.com will be a permenent contact for me... BYE BYE LA!!!!~~

p/s: UTAR!!!! MY CHOICE... oOo nah!!!!

what had i did for this past half year??
i have no idea... i've been waiting for UTAR resit exam.. but the exam have to wait until april... my foundation had already finish in december 2007.. wat am i going to do in these few months?? and so my dad ask me to take tour guide course... at start i really dun like it... even though i will pass and get tge liceinse.. but i still go step on tat field... but anything is i scare tat i might dun have the heart to continue my study if i go on a part time job... in tat course, there were many friends with ages from 20 till 50... haha... but everyone there doesnt care about thier ages and still hang out with us.. i learn may thing they teach me.. in that time there were many homework and have to train our talking skill too... i did try my best.. and i think i might pass the exam... who knows tat at the tour guide exam period i suddenly lack of confidence... i just dunno why.. so i delay it to august... is not a good decision... when i delay it, the principal ask me to go on new classes... but i always skip class and go hang out with some friends.. and then i wasted 2 months... there is one month tat i didnt even wanted to go to tat class... then my friend ask me to work for him.. i think and think.. hai... UTAR studies can be delay also de la... so i told my parents, they were so shock tat wat i told them... i was sad.. while for UTAR exam, does anyone will do revision without going class while u still have about 4 months of time?? i guess it will be only some.. i'm not a hardworking, but i'm always confidence on wat i do... At the end i get my lesson... i still cant get enough of CGPA... I started my revision on my own one week b4 exam... OMG!! who do i think am i?? A student with 4.0 CGPA?? A pro? now i'm regret... but luckily i still have 2nd chance.. this would be my last chance.. i'm already 20... Friends around me have finish thier diploma and going to advance.. UTAR friends went degree and finish sem 1... i'm still here... i'm still standing ground on the same spot... i must make a change.. "life should become better and not becoming worst" I MUST MAKE A CHANGE!!!!!
so i decided to use my 2nd chance to go MMU... i'll try and take diploma there... i must graduate.. as a promise to myself... in 2 years time... MMU i'm coming...

It wont happen again... i know i'm even more untrustful now... because i break such an important promise... i'm really regret... i really didnt expect tat Mr.8 will speak it out... sorry... its my fault too... i know i'm wrong... i dunno wat can i do to make a compensate.. i really care about tat promise... i really do... sorry for i'm being such and idiot telling tat Mr.8... It wont happen again....

I really really did hate ppl tat couldn't keep thier promise and break thier promise!!! Yet going around telling ppl and 8 !!! And so i hate myself for telling my secret between me and someone.. i really really hate myself for breaking such an important promise tat i made !!! it wont happen again.. it wont happen agian.. to tat "mr.8" i told u because i treat u as my very close buddy + nearly to brother.. but now.. i'm sorry, u wont get tat offer anymore... i wont tell u all of my stuff... i wont let u know what happen to me.. only will let u know something tat are useless and not related to my life... mr.8!!!! yes U!!!! but i know u wont be reading my blog!!!! but i still angry with wat u did... because u make me hate myself too.... CURSE U!!!!!!!!!!!