Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
I'm dead for past few weeks. I dun remember when i died. I dun wish to have that part of memories in me. Was not happy. It wounds, it hurts, it bleeds. Slowly my heart died.
Living like a zombie, a body without soul and spirit. The walking dead.
Humans around me kept questioning. Cant hear it, dun wish to talk, no idea how to tell.
No one really knows what happen b4, what happen now. Only me and my soul.
Hate, surrounding my heart.
Despair, taking me down.
Fear, makes me cold.
Darkness, looking at me.
I am scare, i am afraid.
My heart, ask me to stand up.
I pull myself up, but i failed.
I struggle, it wont works.
Giving up, there's not the correct way.
But my mind is still awake.
Souls were gone,
Hearts had dead,
but mental remains.
I've understand,
I'm awake!
Because of a bunch of friends who kept concerned.
Being with me instead of letting me staying with the darkness.
I revive!
I'm now clear.
History, let it be. Future, think about it. Present, go through it.
Like someone told me, :" we should live better but not getting worst"
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Do u still remember who am i to u?
Do u still remember that i'm here?
Do u still remember words that u had said?
Do u still remember words that i told?
Do u still remember what u had promised?
Do u still remember what had happened between us?
Do u?
Do u??
I do remember u. But nearly forget myself.
I do remember who u are to me. But i'm not sure who am i to u.
I do remember u're there. Because i'm here, alone.
I do remember what u said. But does it really important to u?
I do remember what i told. But do u care about it?
I do remember my promises. Because it needs time to be done.
I do remember things between us. But u seem like had forgotten.
I remember.
But u may dun care about it.
I do remember..
Because its my responsibility.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Tick tock tick... Time goes by, my debaters's plane delay.
OMG! i have stand there for another hour. Since we were too bored my boss*(team leader)
shaking tat welcome board with Chinese word on and shout
"NAN CHANG DA XUE!! NAN CHANG DA XUE"
to Arabians... =.= of course they wont look at us, we were just ss-ing...
later on when my debaters arrive, we welcome them and introduce ourself.
1st thing they do when reach KLIA, they went to money changer counter.
They change 2000USD. My eyes was big. @@
2000USD = RM6600 = 14000 ren min bi.
they just came for one week, and only 9 of them.
tat 2000USD is for official use but not for their ownself,
if included they own money, i think will have RM10k. @@
Using china slang to speak with them is not a problem to me.
but when i heard my friend using towards them, i feel like chilling..
But if we use our Malaysian slang to speak with them, we have to repeat a few times...
No choice but have to use. On the bus, one of my debaters sit beside me,
and started to chat with me. He ask a lot of questions, and weird questions.
How many ppl is there in m'sia?(normal question)
How big is m'sia?(normal question)
Do all chinese in m'sia speak chinese(normal question)
How come u know how to speak with chinese(weird question)
Is ur parents chinese(weird question)
What is tat tree call(weird question)
How tall can this tree grow(speechless question)
He ask non-stop, and talk non-stop. Haha.. wat i can do is just answer and listen.
At the last he stop for awhile, then i pura-pura very sleepy, then i close my eyes.
From KLIA till malacca takes about 2 hours. My debaters talks for 2 hours.
With ppl from front and back. Walao... His PR skill really good.
When they reach malacca, my debater beside me started to talk to me again.
He told me about china,
how was china in the pass, how is china now, how will china become in the future.
It was interesting but i was really tired..
Morning i have class, until 2pm. then 3pm tat day i take bus to KLIA.
Stand at KLIA for nearly 8 hours...
Feel like my body going to separate...
Haha...
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
每天一大早我起床心情好 ☼
你的照片在我床边陪着我睡觉
我睡的很好~ 今晚要不要??
如果我们这样下去幸福我找到 ;)
所以你不能跟我说你不要 =P
我要看见你美丽的笑 =)
如果你要快乐就大声叫 =O
男朋友甩掉烦脑都忘掉 @.@
世界上只有开心是最重要 ♥
快快乐乐吧~~~~ ^_^
是你让我连作梦都会傻笑 ☺
留着口水刷牙洗脸头发乱糟糟 $#$@#$!#
爱情的美妙~ 小鹿在乱跳~
为了你我抽烟喝酒统统都戒掉
恋爱让我的细胞都活跃 ♥♥♥♥♥♥
我要看见你美丽的笑 =)
如果你要快乐就大声叫 =O
男朋友甩掉烦脑都忘掉 @.@
世界上只有开心是最重要 ♥
快快乐乐吧~~~~ ^_^
♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪
我要看见你美丽的笑 =)
如果你要快乐就大声叫 =O
男~~朋友甩掉 烦~~脑都忘掉 @.@
世界上只有开心是最重要 ♥
快快乐乐吧! ^_^
Its easy like 1 2 3!!!
come on now!!! A B C
说快快乐乐 快快乐乐~~~ 快快乐乐 吧~~~~
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
New enviroment,new places, new faces, new friends, new things to learn... everything is new... everthing is new to me... since i'd choose my choice, i have to face it... I'm now staying with a bunch of unknown guys from all over malaysia... And same room with a guy which i dunno him... how sad... But now everthing seems to have a bit changes... They are still consider as friendly... But my housemate are all younger than me.. Their action have a bit of childish, and one of them have smells... suckxxxx..... whenever he opens his door... OMG!!!! "咸鱼" smell will come out.. haha.... but nvm la.. because my roomate is a bit wierd wierd also de... he'll close and shut the door whenever he is or not in the room... still remember the 1st time i went to bath, he went to living room just to fill up his bottle... he shut the door... p/s: "my room is just beside the living, why must he shut the door?!?!?!" tat time i just finish bathed and i walk out, i found tat the door had close... i dun have key... my body was wet, i was cold, then i knock the door... "Alvin, alvin, open the door..." no one answer me, then i think " die lo.. went out edy?? then i mah gg liow lo???" suddenly he appear and his hand was holding the bottle... =.= " wat the fxxx, need anot o??? this house really got thief meh???? but i still cant do or say anything de... he got his right also mah... his living style is like this i also no change edy... hahha... maybe he also feel my living style is weird also... who knows??? no one knows me here... no one seen me b4... new faces.. i'm a new guy here.. no one know my past.. and i think i've change because of someone... i went library everyday to finish my homework and during my break.. i read books and do homework...(wierd hor?? no wonder the world starting to global warming) i talk less, i 38 less, i and not yet go any places of interest of malaca until now... unlike in KL, with a bunch of lan chanzzzz go here go there... go eat go cc... haha... miss those life also... miss all of them... ALL.... but we must always look foward and getting better... i must change, i will beocme better... my readers(although is just a few), i will prove tat i still can study and i'm not "lan chanzzz" like in UTAR... tats all for now... bb!!!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
每次你任性时说的一些话
你知道那有多伤人吗
但我顶多只气个三分钟吧
最后依然体贴的送你回家
有时想如果我不是一直让
你也许会懂得学着体谅
但是我完全无法硬着心肠
做得让你有一点难过失望
总觉得有疼你的责任
要你是最快乐最单纯的人
因为你让我的心变得丰盛
原来不奢望的变成可能
总觉得有疼你的责任
让你做最轻松最自然的人
我想不遮掩也是一种信任
爱得了解包容
才算爱得完整
