Vincent's Valentine...

TO all my UTAR friends.... I'm sorry for the promise i made last year.. i told u guys tat i'll be going to join u guys this year... SOrry.... i failed to fullfil my words... Dunno when we'll have chances to gather agian.. i'll miss our foundation time... TC1, TC2... thx everyone... those who help me in exam... HAHA!!!! and thx to some " lan chanz " ( mostly AH THAI!!! our dai lou ) Others i lazy to type la.. haha... i do really miss those time.. We play and fool around while having break... We went CC, shopping complex, cinema, mamak stall... All are in my mind and i'll remember it... I really wish to join u guys.. but i regret for didnt do revision well.. as my previous post i'd mention it.. sigh... HOPE we'll meet agian la... hehe.. DO call me ah... and if i'd change my num but u dun get it... NVM my e-mail zero123x7@hotmail.com will be a permenent contact for me... BYE BYE LA!!!!~~

p/s: UTAR!!!! MY CHOICE... oOo nah!!!!

what had i did for this past half year??
i have no idea... i've been waiting for UTAR resit exam.. but the exam have to wait until april... my foundation had already finish in december 2007.. wat am i going to do in these few months?? and so my dad ask me to take tour guide course... at start i really dun like it... even though i will pass and get tge liceinse.. but i still go step on tat field... but anything is i scare tat i might dun have the heart to continue my study if i go on a part time job... in tat course, there were many friends with ages from 20 till 50... haha... but everyone there doesnt care about thier ages and still hang out with us.. i learn may thing they teach me.. in that time there were many homework and have to train our talking skill too... i did try my best.. and i think i might pass the exam... who knows tat at the tour guide exam period i suddenly lack of confidence... i just dunno why.. so i delay it to august... is not a good decision... when i delay it, the principal ask me to go on new classes... but i always skip class and go hang out with some friends.. and then i wasted 2 months... there is one month tat i didnt even wanted to go to tat class... then my friend ask me to work for him.. i think and think.. hai... UTAR studies can be delay also de la... so i told my parents, they were so shock tat wat i told them... i was sad.. while for UTAR exam, does anyone will do revision without going class while u still have about 4 months of time?? i guess it will be only some.. i'm not a hardworking, but i'm always confidence on wat i do... At the end i get my lesson... i still cant get enough of CGPA... I started my revision on my own one week b4 exam... OMG!! who do i think am i?? A student with 4.0 CGPA?? A pro? now i'm regret... but luckily i still have 2nd chance.. this would be my last chance.. i'm already 20... Friends around me have finish thier diploma and going to advance.. UTAR friends went degree and finish sem 1... i'm still here... i'm still standing ground on the same spot... i must make a change.. "life should become better and not becoming worst" I MUST MAKE A CHANGE!!!!!
so i decided to use my 2nd chance to go MMU... i'll try and take diploma there... i must graduate.. as a promise to myself... in 2 years time... MMU i'm coming...

It wont happen again... i know i'm even more untrustful now... because i break such an important promise... i'm really regret... i really didnt expect tat Mr.8 will speak it out... sorry... its my fault too... i know i'm wrong... i dunno wat can i do to make a compensate.. i really care about tat promise... i really do... sorry for i'm being such and idiot telling tat Mr.8... It wont happen again....

I really really did hate ppl tat couldn't keep thier promise and break thier promise!!! Yet going around telling ppl and 8 !!! And so i hate myself for telling my secret between me and someone.. i really really hate myself for breaking such an important promise tat i made !!! it wont happen again.. it wont happen agian.. to tat "mr.8" i told u because i treat u as my very close buddy + nearly to brother.. but now.. i'm sorry, u wont get tat offer anymore... i wont tell u all of my stuff... i wont let u know what happen to me.. only will let u know something tat are useless and not related to my life... mr.8!!!! yes U!!!! but i know u wont be reading my blog!!!! but i still angry with wat u did... because u make me hate myself too.... CURSE U!!!!!!!!!!!

Friends are always around us whenever we need them or we wan them. But wat about opposite sex friends?? with very very close relationship those type... Those who can talk about anything, go out together, share our opinion and interest... HAHA!!!! Do u have? I'm very proud to say I have quite a lot... We can gossip, talk about people's bad things... haha... then talk about something tat are private... shhh... but i didnt mention one word out until now... asking about wat womens and men feel about each other.. bla bla bla... So i also can counted as a guy tat know girls very well... hehe.. But this isn't a good thing.. haha.. why? because after my own research, i found tat most of my "Girl Friends" will just treat me as a very close friend or best friend. Although i have a lot og "Girl Friends" but i dun have one single "Girlfriend" before... Sometimes i'll ask them is there any problem with me?? or ask them about my bad habit or negative side of mine. This is to let me know why i dun have any
Girlfriend" They'll say:" Vincent, u're too friendly until i thought u're a girl, i really wish u can be my sister" some will say "Vincent, u're so nice, be my sister la.." HAHA!!!! For those who are better will ask me to become brother... =.= OMG~ but i must also appreciate wat i having now...
maybe one day they will ALL become my " GIRLFRIENDS" HAHAHAH!!!!!! kidding... lol... -.-
everytime i think of this stupid thing... i'll remember one of justin lo's songs... "hao ren" 好人 i think it really suits me... hehe....

Dunno why suddenly like me, Vincent Ng. Dun wish to continue study.... Feel like is a waste of time... i'm not the type of student tat can really study... i just love to enjoy the life with schoolmate, coursemate and friends... and my U life.... i know tat if i started to work it will have less chances edy.... But i really dunno how to tell my parents and family...

FATHER's WILLS : everyone of NG's family is a graduated student....
MOTHER's WILLS : hope tat i can get a certificate for U and when started to work will be easier...
BROTHER's WILLS : doesnt wish to see my work in a hard way....
SISTER's WILLS : wish i can get a good gf/wife like her... ( not related... hahhaha)

Hai..... suddenly dunno how la.... plz... someone plz guide guide me.... not more heart to study liow... how o???

This could be say is my 1st post.. but yet i dunno wat am i going to write about it... haha.. ^^
Hmm... it may be weird tat even "Vincent Ng" will have a blog... wahaha... cause most people say tat i dun have brain.. well actually i'm the one who told them 1st... hehe.... i'm not brainless but is just i dun like to use it for small matter and wuu liao things lar~~~ @.@ i use it in a different way and my thinking thoughts are always different with normal human being... HAHA!!!!

example(=.=) : normal ones will say blind will be more suffer than deaf, but i'm different.. i feel tat deaf are more suffering than blind, because although they have mouth, but they dunno how to use it to talk and yet they cant hear... (weird thinking huh???)

Actually i feel tat i have an ability tat less people will have it... i may read poeple's mind sometimes, wat they will do next when things happen, how they feel, or wat the answer they wish to get it.. but i think is just 70% accuarate bah... not sure.. hehe... everytime i do this i'll try to know thier story then put myself in it, and try to feel it myself like its happening on me... and it will suddenly appear in my mind like it is real. p/s: tats why i'm quite emotional. HAHA!!!
"my ability" have to use in the natural way, cannot be force or else is sin ka liow de... i'll cincai say the anything and crap crap crap... WAHAHAHHA!!!!!!

aiyo... dunno wat to post liow la... tats it for my 1st post. I'll be back!!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!